And then I read all the MRA, MGTOW, Happier Abroad websites, from white losers who bash white women as bitchy feminists, and Asian men as small-dicked nerds. I feel like any white man who marries an Asian, must hate all women, and all asians. As good as my parents may be as individuals, I hate them for belonging to that category.
I just feel so emasculated, broken useless. And I’d like to just destroy their genes inside of me.
I even lie to white girls and tell them I have an Asian dad and white mom. Since I don’t want my parents WM/AF to remind them how much I suck.
I have a white dad and Asian mom. All my life I’ve felt that it makes me inferior. That all those white male asian female couples are objective proof I suck. I feel that being an Asian man is the worst breed of man. I’m half-white but get treated by society as Asian.
Recently I’ve decided to just tell white women, that I have a white mom and asian dad. I feel subconciously it makes a big difference. When I remind girls that my Asian mom choose a white man, I’m just reminding them of how low Asian men are in the sexual hierachy.
Do the issues I worry about make a big difference to women?
